Anxiety
a feeling of fear, dread or uneasiness In today's world, most of us seem to suffer from it. It's almost like a little hum in the background of our lives; that minimalist,repetitive drone that just doesn't seize. There are different reasons for our anxieties. I wanted to try and analyze mine and write it down. My anxiety stems from many directions: a lot of it from my low self worth. I tend to procrastinate more than I should because of a fear of having taken on a task that, subconsciously, I feel, I may not do a good enough job even if I try my best. So I end up not trying my best as an excuse so when things wrong, I can blame it on not having tried my best. Somewhere in me, my priorities are mixed up, I'd rather do a bad job of something and blame it on not having tried my best, than take the chance of doing my best and then finding out that maybe I am not good enough. In my head, I seem to have decided that the latter is a worse option for some reason. And so, after ...